Hi-ho Hi-ho, back to high school I go…
HA. … or so it felt like anyways…
I went to my sons football game on Saturday and saw quite a few people that I attended high school with.
…10 years later….
Some were actually still together with the same person as they were dating when we were in school, which was actually pretty surprising. Most had gained quite a bit of weight (it happens). A couple females had too many babies without being financially or relationship stable. Even though I may not have liked some of them, I actually kinda felt sorry for them. Or I guess, more then that, I had to keep telling myself…who the hell are you to judge!?! . …
what can I say?!..
I was “queen bee” in high school. Still have maintained my appearance. Financially stable and married to the same man I dated in High School. Can’t say the relationship is stable (well, it kinda is now) but its kind of a joke as well. But point being is I haven’t changed much. (Not by the outward-appearance anyways)
With all this said… It made me feel some type a way – seeing lots of people from high school, from my past. Being looked at like I am somebody special.
Where the hell have I been???
I have forgotten who I was! Who I am!!!
So after the football game, out came the high school yearbooks.
And then I began over-thinking. (oh lawdy) LOL
I started questioning myself and where I am at in life. Who I am married to.
WTF am I doing!!??
Me, accepting a lying, conniving, cheating ass husband. !! ??
Who the eff is this female? And what have you done with the almighty one 😛
“Will the real slim shady- please stand up” LOL
Wonder what others thought of me after not seeing me for 10 years??..
…watch out now..
looks sure are deceiving!