If you love someone, you cannot see faults in that person … pshh! Bullshit! Cough cough!
It’s not that I couldn’t or can’t see faults in my husband, its that I love him enough to look past them and accept him either way.
THROUGH BETTER OR WORSE
I try and reassure myself (some days are better then others) that we will figure things out because we love each other and true love is powerful so no matter what it is that we need to accomplish, it will be a battle won, as long as we are working together. No matter what it be, I love him and he loves me … that is enough to conquer the world!
My husband and I – seriously – we were ride or die. Like Bonnie and Clyde. LOL Cliche’
Unfortunately, I had his identity wrong. I was his Bonnie and he was my Jekyll and Hyde. Pretty fucked up if you ask me.. but now that he has been identified.. and … I went to the Optometrist and took those -rose-colored glasses off and exchanged them for some stunna shades… we are a whole different duo. A force to be reckoned with! Team work makes the dream work baby! hehe
Dang tho, when did love become so much work?? Oh , thats right, when my husband decided to be a POS and fuck some trailer park Barbie. Don’t worry though, I’m not pointing the finger and blame shifting. True reconciliation means I am no longer playing the pity party and accepting my part as to why my husband stuck his dick in some blown out fish hole. LOL (yup couldn’t help myself) bahaha
I AM blinded by love. I don’t have to see my husband to know that he loves me, I feel it. And what I feel in my heart does not need eyes to see. It is undeniably – heartfelt. It may not be based on trust or honesty at this moment (but those will be rebuilt), so for now I accept it with hope and faith (and genuine remorse).
I continue to love him with all my heart and allow him to love me with all his. And that alone, makes this little heart happy!
“Love not with your eyes but with your mind, Obvious really because true love is blind!”